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three years i have worked on this station in
the same position, doing the same labor,
following the same rules. until only a few
days ago, i had been complacent in my role:
to win the war the UESC needs soldiers. some
soldiers fight with their steady hands or
quick reflexes, others fight with their
minds. i have fought the war against the
pfhor with every neuron that my brain could
spare; immaculately following each instruction
my superiors gave me, working to produce a
weapon i did not understand.

i finally know the true depth of my folly, and
to humanity i owe an apology i can't possibly
make. it is my hope that whoever reads this
will act upon it, and their action will be my
penance.

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